when I saw you

When I saw a brave I decided to be coward.

When I saw the Haji I was happy not to be one.

When I saw the rich I didn t mind being poor.

When I saw the clever I thank God for making me stupid.

When i saw the adults I like being a kid.

When I saw the leader I was not ashamed of not following him.

When I saw you I knew why I am me.

Random

I always have random thoughts which proves I never plan to think. Here are few

I think Maulana Fazulrehman is an ass hole ohhh I am sorry I m sure he is an ass hole.

Children or poor parents will always be poor so by separating Pakhtuns will not all of a sudden bring happiness and prosperity so get over it and try to work for something better.

I don't say things to convince you ,how can I when its not convincing me I just say it so I can move on.I just have stupid opinions about things and NO i dont want you to agree with me.

I m too coward and selfish to be nationalist but let me know when you win me my land.

Osama is the biggest enemy of Islam.

let God do the judgement.

What happens to us is not because of the US its because of us.

When you start swearing in a debate I smile and sense victory.

Don't try to be a poet when the girl "love" is married to someone else.

but yes you can cry its funny.

giving women quota in jobs or assembly is not helping them but insulting them. Quotas are for people who are not the equal or are mentally or physically disabled.

Don't be proud that a girl has topped, what's the fuss about ,yes if a blind person learns to drive or person with one leg wins 100 meters than you are allowed to.

I wonder what mussarat shaheen is upto these days.

To all the losers

I have seen that in us Pakhtuns we find it hard to express our emotions(and by that i mean mostly affection).When a child grows up he thinks he is cleverer than his dad and now he is in position and somehow have the right to shout at his mother.To all of you who thinks its ok to shout at your mother or think you are old enough that you don't need your parents you are a loser. if you want to be "big" go and tell you mother you love her show her a tiny percentage of love she has for you before its too late.

I have also noticed the way Pukhtuns in particular treat their wives.people think its okay to shout at your wife knowing she can't shout back or even hit her.If you do that you are the most coward person on earth and are ofcourse a loser.If you wanna fight , fight your ego which is bigger than you and see if you can beat that.Not a poor woman who is tolerant and maybe weaker.

And you are the biggest loser if you abuse the poor as if he has no dignity.He was born with the same eyes and legs as you are so who gave you the right to think of him inferior just because your dad have more money.

DON'T BE A LOSER RESPECT THOSE WHO ARE NOT AS STRONG AS YOU IN ANY WAY OR FORM.GO HUG YOUR MOTHER, HELP YOUR DAD ,BUY A GIFT FOR YOUR WIFE (ALL WHICH WE HAVE FORGOT TO DO) AND SIT WITH THE POOR WHO YOU HAVE ALWAYS TOOK FOR GRANTED AND HAVE A MEAL WITH HIM.

p.s. I am not excluded of this we are all in it in one way or other lets make up for this.

All I got is history and that is why I m history!

I have heard that my forefathers were brave people, loyal ,honest. I m thier child a pakhtun of today and I m happy that they are no more, and I m sure they are too that they are too.What a mess I m. Pakhtuns were storng in reality, today they are only in our minds and in history books(which most of us don't bother to read.What we know is to blame.For me being strong or weak is relative.I m stronger than a 2 year old(I guess :P) and weaker than a boxer.Same applies to every Relative term.We blame others for our problem, Punjabyan, amreica ,establishment are on the top.I think its not them its not the US its us to blame.
Our dignity, our bravery ,our pride was passed on to us with the hope that we will give the same to our children.I m proud of my forefathers ,I m proud of my history.When someone argues with me I m quick to say look at our history but gets angry when he shows me my dirty face in the present.Then I call Pakistan names, then punjabyan becomes my enemy, I argue that I m like this becuase shumali ithehad is/was agent of russia.NO it is none of them its us.
Get out of the dream land.Hagha puktho kay wai kala pooray ba pa prado ghwalo teezuna achay.In the last 50 years I cant recal anything which we as a nation has done which I m proud of.
I m not critising everything, but I m fearing that our children wont be saying the same about us, what we say about our forefathers.We have a brilliant history but I fear our children wont.

Battle of Identities !!!!!!!

What am I? a Pakistani? a muslim? a pakhtun? a human being? all of them? none of them? and if i am all of them which order should I use them? Should I even bother to think about it ? is it important to have an identity? and dont tell me you dont care .. we all do.

Chasing these identity have pushed us into deep s***.Our politicians have always used it to convince us to vote for them e.g. MMA got vote to tell people that thier identity is Islam, ANP has always played the card of pukhtun and unfotunatley we have always fallen for it.My question is where is the limit? Should I blindly follow what my identity expect from me? it is in my opinion, the killer of thinking, it makes me a hater , hater of other races, hater of other religions, and hater of everything which is not me. Lets just be pukhtuns (if you are one), or be a Muslim or whatever identity you prefer. and don't show it off. Lets take the good points from our identy and display it on our chest. Lets not fall for this anymore lets not these b**** play with our emotions in the name of our identities. Lets use our identity to our advantage. or lets not have an identity at all, if it is stopping us from progressing.